Update...

I can't believe it has been one year since Rob was diagnosed with Stage 2 Diffused Large B Cell NHL! Rob is feeling incredible and looks amazing! This summer has been much different than last...complete with camping, canoe trips, swimming, trips to the park and a lot of time just being together and enjoying Rob's good health and energy again.

It has been quite the journey and we still think about it often. Just the other day I was thinking about all that we have been through and how we have changed because of it. I was reminded that we are all given our crosses to carry and we are stronger when we accept the cross and carry it with determination and faith. Rob did just that - and because of his strength and his fight, we are all better people. I think we have all learned something from Rob! He has been a pillar of strength and faith through the entire journey. We have been blessed with some wonderful new friendships that were a result of this journey and given some incredible opportunities. We have grown closer and stronger in our relationships with our friends and family members. It is amazing how something so terrible can bring so much goodness. It is a lesson in life to see the good in all things, to treat each day like it is your last, to give your friends and family an extra hug and to say "I love you" every chance you get.

We were put on this earth to love each other and to support one another and that is just what all of you have done for us!

We will once again walk in The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society Light the Night Walk on October 17th (downtown Indy). We hope you will consider walking with us again this year. You can visit our webpage to join our team and/or make a contribution to The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. We hope to have another great year of walking together...and best of all...this year Rob will walk with us - CANCER FREE! http://pages.lightthenight.org/in/Indianap09/smgrpg46220

Love and Thanks to all of you!!!

Susie

Praise God!!!!

Great news today! We received the results of Rob's latest PET Scan and Blood tests and both show no signs of cancer!!! Rob is cancer-free and Dr. Braden felt confident in saying that the soft tissue mass that remains is benign! Rob's LDH levels are well within the normal range and the uptake levels indicate that there is not any cancer. We are so thrilled and thankful for this news today.

Rob will see Dr. Braden every 3 months for blood tests to monitor his progress. He is feeling great and getting stronger each day. He even walked a 5k last Saturday! Please pray for Rob's continued good health!


Thank you so much for all of the love, support and prayers.

Blessings and Love to all of you! God is Good!

Susie

Update from the Gallaghers

It has been a while since I have posted. The journey continues with more waiting these days. I don't know about Rob, but I seem to constantly think about the cancer and wonder if it has left his body....for good. When I look at his chest, I try to imagine the cancer gone and a clear scan. But, deep down there is a fear of the unknown...the possibility that it is still lingering. It is probably at the front of my mind more these days because we seem to be surrounded by cancer. Within the preschool and kindergarten classes at our school, there are at least 6 students that I know of that have a parent or grandparent fighting for their life as they battle cancer. It is weird....the emotions and feelings seem to resurface for us when we hear of someone else that has learned of cancer or has had a cancer scare. You just can't seem to get away from it. Maybe it will get easier, but right now it still seems so hard.

Rob is doing well and he tells me that he feels good. He still seems to tire very easily and has days where he feels wiped out. BUT, I have to remind myself that he has been through so much and his body has basically been poisoned with drugs to kill the cancer. It will take a while before Rob is fully recovered and truthfully, the recovery process is just beginning. He is working full-time and has already traveled with work, so I am sure his body is not only fighting the cancer but it is fighting the toxins that have been flushed through his body over the last several months.

Cancer is a powerful thing...but not as powerful as prayer and faith. So, when I worry or feel defeated from this journey, I try to give my anxieties to God and pray for peace and strength. I keep saying that I just want to put all of this behind us, but in reality it will never really be behind us. It - Cancer - will forever be a part of our life. It is not our life, but it is most definately a part of it.

Please take a moment to join me in thanking God for the healing that He has given Rob already and ask Him to continue to touch Rob with his healing hands. Rob will have a follow-up appointment with the radiation Doctor on 4/22, a PET Scan on 4/27, blood work on 5/1 and an appointment with the Oncologist (to learn the results) on 5/5. The waiting and the unknown seem to always be the most stressful part for me. Who am I kidding? All of it is stressful.

Please continue to lift Rob and our family up in prayer. I have said it before, but I can't tell you enough how much we appreciate all of you. I will keep you posted of the results....God is Good!!

Love and Blessings -

Susie

March 17th! Happy Birthday Rob!

It is said that St. Patrick’s amazing determination to accept suffering and success with equal indifference guided the life of God’s instrument for winning most of Ireland for Christ. St. Patrick is described as humble and courageous. So it is on this beautiful St. Patrick’s Day that we not only celebrate the life of St. Patrick and his passion to share his faith, but we also celebrate Rob’s Birthday and the life God has given him. Today is a celebration of LIFE!!!

Both Rob and St. Patrick have shown that they are courageous and humble. Like St. Patrick, Rob has suffered, but never gave up and never turned away from his faith. It is true that through life’s challenges, we grow stronger and our faith deepens. We are so blessed to have been given so many wonderful opportunities through all of this! As I told Rob, I don’t know where God will lead us, but it is certain that no matter where we go, He is already there…waiting for us.

Thank you for your continued prayers. Rob’s last radiation treatment is Thursday. We see Dr. Braden (the Oncologist) on Monday and will have a better understanding of the next steps in this process.

Please keep Rob in your prayers and please join me in wishing him the very best Birthday EVER!!! Rob, I love you...today, tomorrow and forever! You are amazing!!

Love,

Suz

“Christ shield me this day: Christ with me, Christ before me, Christ behind me, Christ in me, Christ beneath me, Christ above me, Christ on my right, Christ on my left, Christ when I lie down, Christ when I arise, Christ in the heart of every person who thinks of me, Christ in the eye that sees me, Christ in the ear that hears me” (from “The Breastplate of St. Patrick”).

March is here! We are so glad that Rob is feeling better. You are in our thoughts and prayers each day. Much love and lots of hugs.... Sara, Tom, and The Sharpies

8 Treatements To Go!!

First, I would like to thank all of you that donated blood in Rob's honor yesterday! We had a great turn-out and it not only showed Rob support it benefited a great cause of helping those in need of blood. Amazing what we can do when we all come together! So, thank you for taking the time and donating your blood!!

Rob is doing amazingly well!!! It is so wonderful to see the "old" Rob return. He and the boys casted a few lines in the pond yesterday and he spent a lot of time outside with us enjoying the beautiful weather this weekend. He has been back to work for one week now, and although he is tired he seems to be handling things well and fitting right back in.

Rob has about 8 treatments of radiation left and he is doing very well with the treatments. It is incredible to me to see his strength and his determination. He has treatment every morning (M-F) at 7:30 and returns home for a quick breakfast of eggs, toast and coffee and then back out the door to work. He has had some heartburn from the radiation and feels tired, but so far...no other adverse effects. Praise God!

Rob had another CT scan last week and the results indicated the tumor continues to shrink in size, which is wonderful news! The Dr. did run the results through tomotherapy radiation again, however will continue with the current treatment plan. The current plan indicates the best results with the least exposure to the healthy tissue and organs. We are on the right track!!

This long journey is finally feeling like it is under control and our lives are returning to some form of normal... and just in time for the Spring to arrive! We have big plans for lots of family time together - the boys are ready to go camping and maybe a trip to the sandy shores of Michigan at some point.

Please continue your prayers for Rob. God is listening and answering them!

Love and Blessings to all of you,

Susie

"Give thanks to the Lord, who is good, whose love endures forever." Psalm 118: 1

Back in the Saddle

Rob returned to work today, and is looking forward to a few green beers in just 15 days for his birthday. He's back!!!!!!!!!!

Blood Drive - March 8, 2009

Friends and Family -

I wanted to let all of you know that there will be a blood drive, dedicated to Rob, this Sunday, March 8th at Our Lady of the Greenwood from 8:30am - 1:30pm. The blood drive will be held in Rob's honor and his fight against cancer, but also to raise awareness for all of those suffering from various forms of cancers. Please prayerfully consider donating this Sunday. Please spread the word...all are welcome and encouraged to donate.

Walk-ins are welcome, but you can also schedule an appointment by visiting www.donorpoint.org

Thank you to Frank Wormann for organizing this!!

Love and Blessings to all of you!

Susie

February 23, 2009

Today Rob will have outpatient surgery to have the port removed. Radiation is underway and Rob has already received 4 of the 22 scheduled treatments.

Last week we met with Dr. Garret (the radiation Oncologist) and he informed us that Rob was not a candidate for the tomotherapy radiation. Even though this is a very precise type of radiation, it is 360 degrees, therefore Rob would receive radiation from every angle which would cause both lungs and his heart to receive unnecessary amounts of radiation and put him at great risk for complications and long term side effects.

Dr. Garrett recommended the linear accelerator radiation. This will allow them to choose the angles from which the tumor will receive radiation, protecting the heart and lungs. His left lung will receive some radiation as well as the spine and esophagus, however the dose of radiation to these areas is well within the normal range or tolerated amount. The Dr feels that Rob will not suffer any long-term side effects to the lung and he is not worried about his heart because the ventricles are protected and away from the treament area. Of course, long-term side effects, are possible but Dr. Garrett felt they would be unlikely for Rob. (Thank God!) The possible short-term side effects are fatigue, difficulty swallowing, bad taste in his mouth, and some burning of the skin at the site.

Rob is feeling great right now, the best he has felt in months, and he was ready to get started with radiation. He still becomes tired easily, but he is getting his strength back. At this time, Rob is planning to return to work on March 2nd, although Dr. Garrett said he wanted Rob to be aware of the fatigue radiation can cause and said they would revisit the return to work plan if necessary.

Once treatments are completed, Rob will have another series of scans and blood work 3-6 months after the last treatment. They expect the radiation to take care of the rest of the "mass." It is still unknown if what is left of this tumor is in fact Lymphoma cancer. It could simply be scar tissue, but the risk of not doing radiation and it returning is too great and would be very bad for Rob.

So, we continue along this journey. Some days are great and other days are emotional and difficult for us. I am filled with some anxiety about treatment ending. Right now, Rob is doing something to kill the cancer cells (chemo, radiation, etc) but when treatment ends, then what? I think it will be unsettling to have to wait again, another 3-6 months to know what is happening in Rob's body...to know for sure if radiation worked. BUT, we remain optimistic and find great comfort in the prayers and support from all of you and our faith in God that He will heal Rob and we will soon be able to put some of this behind us.

Rob has been and continues to be amazing, filled with strength and a tremendous amount of courage. The boys are also amazing and pray for Rob every day. Mrs. Spearing (Sam's Kindergarten teacher) tells me that Sam prays for Rob every day in religion class and now has some of the other kids praying for their dad's as well (following Sam's example). Sam is inquisitive and will ask a lot of questions and really think about things. Thomas is filled with excitement and anticipation of Daddy getting well and thinks that each day that Rob comes home from treatment that he is "all better."

Please continue to keep us in your prayers and pray for Rob's complete healing.

Love to all of you.

Susie

Update

Yesterday we met with Dr. Garrett to learn more about the radiation and details of how it will work. Dr. Garrett spent time with us reviewing Rob's PET scan from September in comparison to the PET scan from last week. It was quite amazing to see - actually SEE - the difference in the size of this tumor. The Dr said when he looked at this scan from September, he could not believe that Rob was not having more symptoms in the begininng and suffering from sickness and difficulty breathing. Another testimony to Rob's strength and his body's fight against this thing!

As we were told last week, the tumor has decreased significantly, however radiation is the next sensible step in taking care of the rest of this tumor. The other options are more chemo, which we have been told by both doctors probably would not get rid of the tumor completely and the side effects could be severe and even toxic to his heart, OR do nothing and see what happens. The "do nothing" option doesn't seem appealing to us either, because if the mass that is left is in fact Lymphoma, it will begin growing again rapidly and Rob would then need a bone marrow transplant. As Dr. Garrett said, "The best chance to cure this, is the first chance." So...on to radiation...


Dr. Garrett said the biggest risk with radiation will be Rob's left lung. The tumor is positioned very near and somewhat over the lung, so the radiation area will encompass part of the lung. How much radiation will the lung actually receive? We do not know yet. It is my understanding that the lung can tolerate (if you will) some amount of radiation, but too much could cause serious long term problems. Tomorrow Rob will undergo a simulation which will define the treatment area and the areas that need to be protected from the radiation - a treatment plan. He will have small marks on his skin to identify the treatment area and the marks will be used each time to make sure his body is in the correct position. This treatment plan will also tell the Dr exactly what dose of radiation Rob will receive and give us a better understanding of the amount of radiation the lung may receive. The radiation dose will need to be balanced between being high enough to kill the cancer cells yet low enough to limit damage to healthy cells. The treatment plan will also identify the areas that need to be "shielded" or "protected."

Today, Rob went in for his echocardiogram and tomorrow we hope to know the results of that test as well as have the treatment plan completed. Rob is due to begin treatment next week.

More details to come as we receive them....

Please continue to keep us in your prayers. It has been and continues to be "quite the adventure" as Rob puts it.

Love and Blessings,

Susie

Old Speckled Hen

Such GREAT news G!

Re: Stress... Obviously your doc doesn't know just how cool you are.
It was good seeing you (and Sharples) last weekend. Hopefully, the Old Speckled Hen has continued healing powers. You remain in our thoughts and prayers. Stay Strong.

Peace.

BB

BIG News Today

As most of you know, Rob and I met with Dr. Braden today to learn the results of all of the scans. As you can imagine we are on brain overload right now with medical information and my hand is cramped from the amount of notes I have taken! Here is the Cliff version....

Here is what we know at this time. On September 27th, the tumor measured 18 x 9 cm with an SUV (uptake value) of 19. (That simply means the business or activity taking place with the generation of cells and glucose absorbtion) Anything with a value over 2 is considered suspicious. On February 3rd, the results of the scans indicate the tumor now measures 4 x 3.5cm and has an SUV of 3.3. This is GREAT news!!!! However, what is left, needs to be "mopped up." It is hard to say if what they are looking at is completely dead or dying tissue or IF there is some Lymphoma still lingering within this very small mass. Dr. Braden said he felt that since the SUV was over 2 it warranted further action. The radiation team agreed as did the radiologist that viewed Rob's scans.

So, we met with Dr. Peter G. Garrett of the radiation team. Dr. Garrett feels confident that he can hit this tumor with radiation and take care of what is left. He said had radiation been needed in the beginning, it would have been difficult or impossible because of the location near the heart and aortic arch. Now that the tumor is much smaller, he feels that it will be possible to shield the major organs (including the heart) as well as shield some of the surrounding tissue. He seemed very confident and experienced. He has been doing this for 25 years and has practiced in Canada as well. He assured me that this is not the first tumor he has dealt with that has been in a precarious spot nor did he feel that I needed to worry about Rob's heart.

Now what? On Monday we will meet with Dr. Garrett again for a more in depth consultation and a better understanding of how they will pinpoint the location and how the radiation will work exactly. We are also going to be armed with many questions (at least I will be) after a weekend of reading and research. On Tuesday, Rob will have an echocardiogram. The hospital did an EKG and should have done an echo on Rob, so we are still in need of those results to be sure Rob's heart has not suffered any damage from the chemo.

Then, Rob will return to the radiation offices to have his chest area "mapped" so that they can do precise calculation and measurements to pinpoint radiation. THEN, one week from Monday (Feb 16th) he will start radiation. He will have radiation EVERY DAY for 4 or 5 weeks. Radiation will only take a few moments each day and Rob will experience possible (temporary) side effects such as fatigue, skin burns near the site, difficulty in swallowing and just general exhaustion. The long term side effects for Rob's situation will be discussed with us on Monday, although Dr. Garrett said they are uncommon.

It is recommended that during radiation, Rob maintains his weight with a high protein and high fiber diet. He should be able to continue daily activity and return to work in March (as planned), however it is expected that he will be very tired and should make time for rest during the day and get plenty of rest at night.

You might be wondering why surgery isn't an option (we were). Well, this type of cancer - Lymphoma - is a blood tissue cancer. They would never be able to cut out enough cells to get rid of the cancer. Besides that, if it were operable...it would still be very high risk or impossible because of the location.

Once this tumor is gone, Rob will have blood work every 3 months along with additional scans to monitor his LDH levels (indicates rapidly growing cells).

Dr. Braden said it is important we continue to keep a positive attitude, that this cancer IS CURABLE. He complimented Rob on how well he has handled the stress, the physical side effects and just how amazing his entire general state has been through all of this!

Unfortunatly the tumor is not gone, but thankfully we have a game plan, a group of confident doctors and a great support system of friends and family. Right now, Rob is feeling strong and ready to undergo radiation. FYI - his hair is returning, although I really like him bald!

Please continue to remember Rob in prayer as we travel down this new road to recovery.

Love and Blessings,

Susie

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:6-7).

Thomas report

Thomas is feeling things with his dad are well under control. When his teacher asked him this week how his dad was doing, he responded, "He's fine, Sam's praying for him."

Update from the Infusion Room

Rob is currently receiving his 6th round of chemo today (as I type)...hopefully the very last!! We met with Dr. Braden today and he said that he felt Rob will have received the maximum results from 6 rounds and it is NOT likely that he will need to receive anymore chemotherapy. The risks of going beyond 6 rounds are too great...permanent neuropathy (tingling and numbness in his hands and feet) and possible heart damage. So, this is his last scheduled round of chemo and we pray that it will truly be the last!. After today, Rob will need to recover from this treatment and then the first week of February, he will have a series of PET and CT scans completed as well as an echogram of his heart. They want to make sure his heart is healthy and not damaged from the chemo he has already received and they also want to check the size of the tumor (hopefully it has melted away!!). The scans will also confirm that the cancer has not spread (which is unlikely).

We will meet with the doctor on Feb 6th and learn of the results and the next steps. If the tumor is gone, Rob will be finished with treatment and can focus on recovery and getting his strength back. He will have many visits to the Dr and many routine scans over the next several years to make sure that there is no cancer activity.

If there is any amount of the tumor left or scar tissue, we will need to meet with the radiation doctors and discuss radiation options. There is risk involved with the radiation since the tumor is so close to the heart, however we are told that it may be possible to use tomograph radiation and be able to shield his heart.

So, at this point...we need to stay positive, pray for great results and wait for the next steps along our journey.

Thank you so much for all of your love, support and prayers. We are so thankful and so blessed to have such an amazing group of family and friends supporting us and praying for us. We truly appreciate it more than we can express.

Love and Blessings to all of you.

Susie

Susie's Update

It has been a long week and a half for all of us, but I know it is especially hard for Rob. Although we each experience this cancer in our own way, for Rob it is something so big that we can only try to imagine and understand what it must feel like.

Each round of chemo is harder for him and round 5 is living up to its expectations and then some. Although Rob rarely complains or really talks about exactly how he feels, I know he is struggling with the side effects and feeling completely exhausted both emotionally and physically. Those of you that know Rob well, know he is a man of few words, but his actions speak for him. His movements through the house are much slower, he is sleeping more and tends to remain in bed most of each day with just short bursts of energy to play with the kids or moments around the table for a meal with us. I am sure this is partly because with a wife and two young boys in the house you are not able to rest much outside of the bedroom. The kids try to understand, but it is hard for them too. They see daddy and just want to run and play. I see Rob and just want to talk about everyday things (not cancer) or ask for his help with the kids or around the house. I continue to do what I can to make his recovery the best that it can be, but some days I feel like I just have nothing left to give or I just don't know what else to do. I guess maybe today is one of those days for me. As I type this, Sam is watching Spongebob and Thomas is throwing a fit in his bedroom. Rob is somehow resting through Thomas' tantrum and I am blogging, and cooking dinner ...2 options because I don't know which will sound good to Rob.

So, with each passing day I know things will improve for Rob. His strength will return and he will slowly begin to feel better. AND, as Rob says "just in time to do it all over again." We continue to pray for strength to get through this, grace to bear the cross that we carry and blessings upon Rob for his complete healing.

The next round of chemo will take place on January 19th. We pray that this will be the last round for him and that the cancer is gone. He will have additional PET and CT scans the first week of February and we will learn, at that time, the next steps for Rob.

Blessings and love to all of you. Thank you for your continued prayers for our family.

Susie

"They that hope in the Lord will renew their strength, they will soar as with eagles' wings, they will run and not grow weary, walk and not grow faint." Isaiah 40:31

Wishing a you a divine 2009!

Uncle Rob...we are sending you our love and prayers in this New Year!

Michael, Mary and Molly

"To the child of God, there is no such thing as an accident. He travels an appointed way. Accidents may indeed appear to befall him and misfortune stalk his way, but these evils will be so in appearance only and will seem evils only because we cannot read the secret script of God's hidden providence and so cannot discover the ends at which He aims. The man of true faith may live in the absolute assurance that his steps are ordered by the Lord. For him, misfortune is outside the bounds of possibility. He cannot be torn from this earth one hour ahead of the time which God has appointed, and he cannot be detained on earth one moment after God is done with him here." - AW Tozer

Happy New Year! Live Strong in 2009

Happy New Year from the Sharp family to Rob, Suz, Sam, Thomas and all readers of this blog! Together Let's Live Strong in 2009.

Rob...a man of faith, love and so much courage!

Just wanted to let all of you know that he is doing well. It was a rough week for him as we expected. Going forward the chemo treatments will be much more challenging for Rob. Today, one week and one day from his last chemo, he is feeling much better and had a restful night of sleep. We hope that each day Rob will continue to regain his strength and feel better. The next round of chemo will be on December 29th.

Tonight at dinner, we took turns going around the table to thank God for something and Sam went first...."I want to thank God for daddy going to the hospital and getting x-rays. And I want to thank God that daddy is getting medicine and for making daddy better." As you can imagine, Rob and I were both so surprised with his words and brought to tears by Sam's innocence and his faith. This is such a joyous time of year as we prepare for Jesus' Birthday (and of course, Santa's arrival) and how wonderful to see such Spirit in our children. I have no doubt that as this journey changes us, as adults, it is also shaping and changing our boys. God works in such wonderful ways and he chose us to experience such love and so much faith. So, we continue to take one day at a time and ask for your prayers as we share our journey with you. Thank you for your support and continued prayers.

Love and blessings to all of you.

Susie

Update!!

Praise God...our prayers are being answered! Thank you so much to all of the prayer warriors out there...I know we have been storming heaven and our prayers are being answered. Today we found out that the tumor in Rob's chest has decreased over 50%!!! The size of the tumor now measures 7.7 cm compared to 17.2 cm. No enlarged lymph nodes were found which means the lymphoma has not spread. His heart, liver, spleen, pancreas, gallbladder and adrenal glands are all normal in size. AND...the pericardial fluid (fluid around the heart) is gone! We are so blessed and so happy to have received such great news today!

So, what is the next step?? Rob will continue the scheduled 6 rounds of chemo, today was the 4th round. In late January, early February they will complete a PET scan of his entire body and if the tumor is gone or showing as dead mass/tissue, Rob will be finished with treatment and monitored closely to be sure that it does not return. If there is any amount of the tumor left, he will have to undergo 2 additional rounds of chemo and possibly radiation. Dr. Braden did tell us that this is a possibility because the tumor was so large and that we will cross this bridge when we get there.

They lowered the dose of the vincristine drug today because Rob is experiencing tingling/numbness in his fingertips. This is an irreversible side effect and the Dr. did not want this to get any worse for Rob as it can have a big effect on his quality of life should it get worse and move into his arms, legs and feet. Dr. Braden assured us that lowering the dose would not change the outcome of the chemo treatments.

Today went well, however Rob is exhausted from the chemo. He came home and went straight to bed. We were told that this chemo treatment and the next 2 would probably be the hardest for him since the drugs are accumulating in his body. The Dr. also advised us to watch Rob closely for illness and fevers and to contact them right away if one should develop. This time of year with so much flu, he especially needs to be careful.

Overall, Dr. Braden is extremely pleased with how Rob is handling everything mentally and physically. He said he was amazed at how tolerant Rob's body is of the chemo and glad to see he is still gaining weight.

Please continue to lift Rob up in prayer as we move forward on this journey and road to complete healing.

I trust in your faithfulness. Grant my heart joy in your help, that I may sing of the Lord, "How good our God has been to me!" Psalm 13:6

With love to all of you for your prayers and support.

Susie